A pre Thanksgiving twist

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Yes I am alive. I am still here.  It's been a topsy turvy time in my life. This blog started and I was going to leave state service immediately and devote myself to  an online presence.  Then I didn't retire from state service.  Sometimes we have a hard time letting go.  I  fell into that.  I didn't want to leave some colleagues who are like family to me.  I didn't want to let go of my clients.  I struggled with this decision and went back and forth, back and forth, back and forth. 

 I found that I wasn't listening to the advice that I would be giving my clients ( mea culpa).  A human flaw being undeceive, isn't it? There comes in life though where you have to jump into the water or decide not to. You can't stand on the precipice forever.  That in itself is too anxiety producing.   Anxiety lies.  It tells you that you are not capable. It is important to remember that.

  After, thought, introspection, prayer,  and meditation I have made this decision finally.    A retirement date  is set. My in person client's have been told.  This decision comes with its own  characteristics of  grief and fear, however it is time.  I trust those that are my truly friends will stay that way.    There are exciting avenues to explore now,  a new life coach certification,  building a presence here.  Certainly different than what I am used to, but also  a wonderful adventure to embark on.  Something to be grateful for.   My pre Thanksgiving twist on Saturday.

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